Looking thru my previous post from my old blog which isn't linked frm anywhere.. (I haf no intention of letting ppl know my past stuff ) Its not abt particular contents. But its looking at how bad i lived my life so many years that i am bitter abt.. Sick of superficial joys. Things don't always look just as it is on the outside.
i look back to life.. Not talking abt relationship stuff, its really regretful that there are so many things i nv did when i had a chance to.. Some i already have no chance liao.. Cos the ppl i want to thank or wadsoever is no longer ard. Kinda miss my young days. Where i know nuts abt what's happening ard me. And having family outings. Now these times are sparse.. I can't even count finish 5 fingers.
Cracks..
Frens.. Ya frens.. Last time had such real close frens with darn strong bond. Like real brothers and sisters. Then as time passes bond becomes weak. And jus some.. Ok fine.. Major misunderstanding and constant rambling abt the same problems then poof.. The grp split apart. All took off in different paths. Wha i tell u.. This really makes me a different person..
Now not jus me.. But everyone out there.. How long is your frens beside u going to last? Do wad u can and enjoy each other's company.. Nv distrust each other. It all about Trust.. Trust can make everything forever.
Here we are one fren i was talking to jus broke up with boyfren. I didn't lie right? Not that i want to rub salt. Why didn't u treat him better when u had the chance.. And now he come clean with you with all the things he gone thru and u feel bad. And why do you hold on to some things that isn't even meant to be for you at the start?
Take for granted..
Why did most ppl dun cherish chances when they have to chance to confess or say something out to ppl? Run.. Hide.. Why? To jus see the other party happy. Thats probably enough.
Dun have the confidence..
And hope you pull thru too my fren No.2.. It seems that ur situation have jus gotten its turn for the worst.. U r gonna pull thru.. U think stuff even worse than me.. And i thought i was bad.. If u nid anything. Call me. Ok fine i know i am hard to reach.. But i will gif u a call back whenever i can. Don't gif up wad u doing.
Gonna go take a ride out.. Need to stop thinking.
posted by urs truely eDw|n ^-^ @ 4:39 AM
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